He told me not to come n see him...?

I met a guy last year when i was in dubai when i came home he sent me messages and since then we had an online relationship . after 4 months he told me he loved me and then we used to fight and have misunderstandings and he always thought i was arrogant in fights but we used to get back together. anyway 7 weeks ago he broke up with me silently and since then i have been calling him and texting him telling him i still love n miss him. when i called last week i said be dorect and he said think of ur future move on we fight too much i can see our future being like this. anyway iv booked a ticket to go and see him and text him telling him im coming he said dont come.. dont waste ur time or money i will be busy. why does he not even wanna c my face.. i want to go n see him because i feel maybe he will get back in love with me. hes lost interest how do i get it back. should i reply to that msg? iv already booked my ticket i cant cancel now. do u think if i see him face to face he will be ok. or how will going there make me look? he used to love mealot one time. he says he has many problems. what do i do? im so hurt i thought he would be happy that im going to see him after 9/10 months......