I'm 17 and i want to be spanked?

Kay so this sounds super weird.. but lately i have been getting in trouble at school. not sure why but its like a daily routine i skip class just so my principal can send me back, i swear at teachers, disrespect them and am just plain rude. not sure why though but its like i need to be punished. i dont get in trouble at home aloutht i should i have never been grounded.. or suspended and iv only had two detentions but whateves ... anyone care to share why i do this ****!